OT VIII
Hi!I completed Excalibur in March and decided to post it here. This is a verbatim SS as I wrote it up to the Freeman's at the time. You know, each time I complete my next level,I think - How can anything get better than this.??-- After the Clearing Course, OT2 and again OT3!!! Somehow it always does. I sat there after completing what turned out to be my last session on Excalibur, and I just knew that something was VERY different. But for a while I could not figure it out. But things were surely different. So I sat there and considered things for a while. What I did know for sure was that I felt totally at peace. There was absolutely nothing bothering me or interfering with me or my space. A total peace like I had never felt before. And my space was huge. I finally realized that I was experiencing Serenity of beingness. I recall reading where Ron talks about the state somewhere, but it was never real to me like it was at that moment. It has been a couple of weeks now since that last session, and the state still persists. I woke up this morning feeling the same way. Extremely happy and at peace. Everything was O.K. in my universe, and it remains so. Things that used to bother me, even a little, such as some driver being impolite or rude on the road has absolutely no effect on me. I merely ease off and wave him through. And feel good about doing that. Just one example, of which I have dozens. On several occasions during the Excalibur processing, I noticed some huge changes in my state of being. And these always stayed with me. Things just kept getting better and better. And now, since I am not yet at the top of the bridge, I know things can and will get better yet. Thank you Frankie and Mary for helping me through this level, and also to Kathy for being there for me when it really counts. And of course, also to Ronald and Capt Bill for making all this available to us ARC Tim Daigle March, 2009.
